Life

I didn’t ask to be brought into this bittersweet world where I have to live out my life at my best ability. The only thing I was given in life is the choice to decide how I was going to make the best out of the time I am living while also working towards something successful. Growing up no matter what I was told to do by my elders I did it respectfully. As I grew up my elders did also even though I noticed they had aged they didn’t seem to see that I had too grown up. I’m not saying that since I had grown up I no longer needed to be given instruction by my elders, it’s just that I no longer needed instructions unless I asked their instructions were now placed into advice in my mind. When I express my feelings about this to some elders it came off the wrong way. It wasn’t me being disrespectful just being honest. The choices I have decided to precede with at this moment in my life in others eyes might be a mistake, might be stupid, it may even be a complete train wreck waiting to happen but in my eyes I’m saying I know I’m going to make the most out of it, because I learned something about life, that there aren’t any mistakes in life, just lessons.

All I ever wanted.

All I want to succeed in as far as my personal life is true love and happiness. I’ve learned it is hard to find, I can’t remember a time when I was truthfully happy, not knowing someone’s actual intentions is the hardest thing when trying to find my happiness I don’t know if it’s me or my past that cannot understand what honest loyalty is.. when I don’t feel loved I shut down, I’m not asking for money, jewelry or anything materialistic I just want love for once in my life I want to be treated the way I treat others that I love, I know I’ve hurt many people  but I’ve never taken control of someone’s trust and broken it willingly with the intention to hurt them, I’m feeling a lot of things and I don’t know how to control it because I thought I was past the point of still searching for love. I don’t understand the concept of not being in love with someone when it’s obvious you should be, shit changes so fast I never know what to expect... I’m so sensitive and I thought people that knew me would see this by know, I get hurt when I feel something is wrong. Women are beings that need affection I don’t know a woman that does not seek affection for her partner or spouse. If that is all we ask for I don’t see that being too much. A hug or simple kiss sometimes wouldn’t kill anyone or would it? I’m just confused at the moment of what love is supposed to feel like…  

Life

I didn’t ask to be brought into this bittersweet world where I have to live out my life at my best ability. The only thing I was given in life is the choice to decide how I was going to make the best out of the time I am living while also working towards something successful. Growing up no matter what I was told to do by my elders I did it respectfully. As I grew up my elders did also even though I noticed they had aged they didn’t seem to see that I had too grown up. I’m not saying that since I had grown up I no longer needed to be given instruction by my elders, it’s just that I no longer needed instructions unless I asked their instructions were now placed into advice in my mind. When I express my feelings about this to some elders it came off the wrong way. It wasn’t me being disrespectful just being honest. The choices I have decided to precede with at this moment in my life in others eyes might be a mistake, might be stupid, it may even be a complete train wreck waiting to happen but in my eyes I’m saying I know I’m going to make the most out of it, because I learned something about life, that there aren’t any mistakes in life, just lessons.

Its Out There Be Patient

Every girl looks for happiness. It’s hard to find, when you think you have finally found someone to fill the spot they hit you with the big BOOM. Don’t be alarmed ladies yea there is a guy out there for you but you might be kissing a lot of frogs before you find your prince. Unfortunate right? Never the less when you find the one guy that can actually fill the spot your going to think it’s worth the while. So continue looking eventually it’s going to happen. Patience is a virtue, if you wait long enough its bound to happen. If you’re lucky he might find you. Interesting huh? The connection you share with him will be unbelievably shocking you’re not going to be physical more on an emotional level. He's going to fit you like a puzzle piece. Just take it slowly so that you don’t rush into it and make it hard on each other. There is hope!

Really Girls? Barbies, Baddies? NOT EVEN!

Have you ever saw someone and wanted to ask why the hell did you put that on this morning, knowing you looked like a dang fool? Have you ever looked at someone’s away message and saw “I’m Barbie yall hoes are haters” or “yea im a baddie” and you look at their icon and they look like a joke, because all you can do is laugh? It is time to stop playing with these phrases girls, you’re not doing anything but making the pretty girls look bad, you take the phrases like “I have a great personality” or “I’m working with what God gave me” don’t embarrass yourself like that it’s not cute it’s a shame. We are tired of going out and seeing you stand there like you’re the baddest thing walking, and you look like you got dressed in the dark!!! Another problem is pretending like you don’t know you aren’t a baddie. I just cannot grasp the concept like is this supposed to be funny. I know these girls look in the mirror and see their faces everyday! What is the problem get it together hunnies =]

Its Not The Size Of The Boat, But The Motion Of The Ocean..? REALLY I THINK NOT!!!!

Why do men always decide to brag on the dick game? Everyone knows the boys that brag the most are the ones who have the least to work with. Just because a girl moans during sex does not mean that your small penis is actually making a difference. I have had so many friends come to me to complain about their boyfriends having small dicks and not even knowing how to hit it right lmao. Why do woman except this mess? Myself personally could not deal with something so small, I need something that I can feel not play with. So boys I think you shouldn't talk so much shit if you know that your dick game is lame and to top it off you’re about the size of my finger. If you don’t know what you’re doing in bed I think they have a solution for that…..HEAD YOU IGNORANT FUCKS!!!
Well now that is off my chest I hope that you get the picture and close your mouth if your penis is damn near extinct on a ruler=]

Words from Mickey im out=]